5 things I've learned since diagnosis

1) Patience
Before I got sick I was a very impatient person. Go ,go ,go-rush, rush...hurry, hurry. I walked around people in a hurry on the sidewalk. I passed people in my car. I got irritated waiting for others. This chroniclife really slows you down, especially when you can't move without pain. You wait to see your doctor.  You wait for scripts, wait for test results and wait to take pain meds.
While I still pass people on the freeway, I have a lot more patients now.
2) I've learned more about the body. After diagnosis I read and still do. I can't get enough info about my rare disease stills. *fact* Unlike other autioimmune diseases stills disease effects men & women equally.
3) I learned which foods lower inflamation in the body. There are several but some are: salmon, leafy greens, nuts, tumeric, garlic, ginger & tart cherries.
4) I now know that there are lots of people who live with daily chronic pain. I had no clue so many were suffering in silence.
5) More than anything else I've learned
I AM STRONG. The physical pain I've endured in the last year has been more intense than anything I've known. I have battled depression, body image, fear and loneliness in addition.
These are more challenges than I've ever fought simultaneously. I was never alone, God gave me stregnth.  I'm still battling but I know I'm strong enough to get through with God's help.

I've been waiting for you

Do you ever feel like you have

 been waiting forever? 

Waiting on an upcoming appointment, lab results, an opportunity for a better job, true love, a cure or just waiting on someone who ran into the store? I'm terrible at waiting & very impatient. Lets just say its not my best attribute. This world has us wanting things fast, fast, fast. Truth is, it's not reasonable to expect things at that speed.

 I have been handed a new life.  It's not one I would have chosen but it's one that has taught me a little patience.  I became sick with a rare chronic disease and life has slowed way down. While still not happy waiting for someone who's in the store,  I am learning to relax a bit. Enjoy the song on the radio, actually taste my food, smell the flowers- however cliche.  We are not promised another day on this earth so try to relax & enjoy the moments.